July 11, 2023
im back from my trip and ready to work on this site more! today ill work on organizing my blog section, to seperate posts by whether they're personal, about my interests, or about my art. I also need to figure out how i want to organize my art tab - it'll probably be my drawings with descriptions or insight into their creation? And then the images solo will go to the gallery. i also need to update the gallery and add my images ive used in there too, and seperate them by whether they're for aesthetic/layout, my art, personal photos, or used in a shrine post etc

anyways, anthrocon happened. i dont even exactly have things to say about it, I posted so much, so I'll leave this to be a bunch of photos. I haven't talked to mae like at all since i came home, which makes sense we were together like every ounce of the day. beforehand mae said that we wouldnt be attached at the hip every single second, and we could have break time, but we were basically only apart and not talking when we were in seperate rooms to sleep at his grandmas & when we were at different booths at anthrocon. at the end i was being driven a bit insane caus he said something that made me feel bad about myself, and i didnt want to talk, so i went to his room while ava & him were in the living room. but that lasted literally like, 20 minutes, and then they came to sleep (and we talked a bit before bed).

i really enjoyed talking to ava, we got along very well, and mae phrased it as "you found your cece". too bad she is not an internet person at all so ill never really talk to him again until i go back. i would like to go again next summer.. very much so. i could probably spend more time with qula, maybe even spend a few nights at his house. speaking of qula, he ominously asked me if my twt dms were still broken because he needed to send me a long message, and its been like 7 hours and he hasnt sent it yet. in the past i would be very anxious about this but i havent really thought about it, when the message is sent itll be sent! i do wonder it is though, i think our relationship is fine? so it wouldnt be like, a breakup, but idk. idk. we'll see.

ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i need to get more used to typing/writing more diary type shit but i just get bored halfway thru and dont feel like finishing the rest. its like redundant like yeah i had a day, with some details, i just experienced it i dont feel like telling you about it in extreme detail.