July 21, 2023
It seems I am only on here to write blog posts lately!! That's fine, I haven't had the energy to figure out more code for on here. I have been inspired by a few other websites that take advantage of dividing up the screen into sections, but I'm having a hard time figuring it out for myself so far! I also may have to restructure the entire site if I decide to move to that type of layout, but I don't have too many pages so far so that'll probably be fine. Sometimes I see established neocities with hundreds of pages over years say that they're rebuilding the site and I feel physical pain for them. Anyways, enough about the site, I have some other stuff today too!

I have a lot a lot a lot of projects right now, and its sort of overwhelming to me, so I want to find a system of organization that will help me complete them all. Off the top of my head I have: Ava's commission, Nasa's commission, Spodium's commission, the link cable animation,Karkat bristle worm design, and the Kantel traintrack painting. I also have some casual endeavors like.. packing my stuff to move, practicing Norwegian, practicing bass, and working on this site. That is so much stuff for me!! However, theres a lot of time in the day so I know I can get to all of it. My main issue is I'd like al of these, or at least the commissions, to be out of the way before school starts, so that I don't have all this personal stuff on the back of my mind during the school year. I've been being fairly productive, not as much as I could to be honest, but I'm slowly completing all of these tasks.

My issue with task completing is I go through phases of feeling absolutely hopeless, and then just fine, and hopeless again thinking about all the work that needs done. It would be lovely to be able to better visualize the completion of these tasks, to understand better what I must finish. Maybe I could make a bullet journal type page with a progress bar signifying how much I've completed, that sounds good.

I think I have decided what to do with the music tab of my page, thought up right this second. I'd love to have some sort of music review section. It wouldn't even really be reviews, since I'd just be putting my favourites which I obviously like very much, but it would be fun. I started writing in my journal what my favourite song at the moment was, and I'd love to translate that onto the site too!

My birthday was yesterday! It was one of my best birthdays ever, although I just stayed at home. I got so much art from my friends, which I'll attach below. Zoe and Carmen gave me some very thoughtful gifts, and an insane one, a t-shirt of Bonnie from FNAF and Karkat from Homestuck kissing as anime boys. We had cheesecake and it was very good, overall a very good day! I am a little confused as my grandma never ended up giving me a gift, even though she asked me what I wanted, but I figure maybe she'll give it to me when I see her this Sunday for a balloon event.