November 30th, 2024

Hi! Realized it was the end of the month and I needed to get a new blog entry out :p My month was mostly really awesome, but there was some shitty aspects as well. I'll start with the shitty part since its shorter. My mom has been.. really upsetting me lately. I've been crying about her a lot. She told me a bunch of information from my childhood that I hadn't quite connected and its sort of been haunting me. I learned also she sexually assaulted someone in my family while on meth (and in a psychotic episode) and I can't get it out of my head. Like, especially because I learned around the same time that my dad sexually assaulted HER, its just like...a lot to process about these people who matter so much to me. But the rest of my month has been superb, let me get into it :)

My month started by seeing my partner (From October 30th-November 2nd) for Halloween. This was AWESOME, I had so much fun! It was fun to have them over while I was drinking caus when I'm drunk I always really want them LOL and they were right there....I was attached to their side the whole night, babbling about how much I liked them and the such. Pictures below.


Next I went on a trip to Salt Lake City with my close friends Skylar and Danny! I've met Skylar irl before but I never have Danny - It was exactly as I expected it. It felt so right to be there with them. We ate out a lot; I had some incredible Ethiopian, Indian, and breakfast diner food. My favourite part was going to the salt flats. We drove off the side of the road a few miles out and there was nothing in all directions for as far as the eye could see. It was really beautiful too. We drank and smoke a Lot, I was not sober for most of it. I enjoyed it quite a lot but it made me realize the constant partying & nonsober lifestyle is not for me, I'm much happier just doing it on occasion.


Last big event, I went to my partner's for Thanksgiving. Once again, sooooooo awesome. I really enjoyed the conversations we had this time around, I also monologued a fair amount to them which is also fun. Mostly about linguistics and history and such. I felt really complete to be over at my partners house with their family for Thanksgiving.. like yeah of course I am, thats how an adult relationship is. Its awesome. Their family was very cheeky about like "we'll see you again in a few weeks" because they know I'll be back (we live an hour apart and neither of can drive so I visit for a few days twice a month).


Other miscellaneous stuff going on.. I decided my major will be Computer Information Systems. I signed up for all the core classes for it next semester already. I'm really excited because i'm sort of bored with school, like I KNOW the format. I know how an English class goes, I know how to write an essay, I know how to study for math, I know how to take notes, I already know so much of the stuff I'm learning. I'm bored!!! But these computer classes will be fresh in many ways, stuff I've never learned before, and I'm so excited to be CHALLENGED. And have to WORK to LEARN. I have barely drawn this month, just hasn't been the vibe to be honest.. I've been playing bass, keyboard, focusing on Swahili & Norwegian and my other hobbies instead of drawing.