October 28th, 2024

Hi! I was debating writing this on Halloween since itd be an eventful day, but I knoooww I wouldn't get it out on time. And I don't want to miss a month again. Halloween will be awesome though!! Zoe & Carmen are hosting a huge halloween party with like 20 people, so that'll be cool. My partner is coming over for it, and then the day after I'll stay over at their house :3 I'm a normal amount of excited......... I do have a lot of responsibilities to fullfil before it though. A quiz and an assignment for psych, and a quiz and assignment for my history class. I especially need to have my shit in order caus I have ANOTHER week of activites next week so! I refuse to let my grades slip caus my social life is active rn...

Whats happening next week? I'm going on a roadtrip with Skylar and Danny to salt lake :3 I'll miss 1 day of class, so I'll proooobably be fine, but I will have a history quiz due that weekend so.... I might have to do it on the bus otw back to Colorado. I'm sooooooooo responsible I'm soooooooooooo responsible. Unfortunately I couldn't do many of these assignments early caus they contain information we haven't gone over in class yet :/ severely annoying!! Sometimes there are things I can do ahead of time, but the stars didn't align this time. I also have a busy week... Doing work for my grandma & going over to my mom's, on top of my assignments so. Eugh. Hopefully I can get it all done.

My dad is pissing me off moderately. I mean, he has been, but this week was soooooooo. He blew up at me caus I didn't do the dishes the day he asked me to. But I've been sick, my whole house has been sick, thats why the dishes got behind!! I don't understand why the whole world gets to stop when he gets sick but if I don't want to dishes nauseous & foggy, I'm the worst in the world. He has been annoying me severely the last few months - Its really obvious lately that none of my siblings or I like him rn and we've been avoiding him. We've barely been talking to him. His girlfriend pisses me off too, she NEVER does any chores. Me and my siblings do all the housework, without asking!!!!!!!! Why does she get to do nothing!!!!!!!

Ugh otherwise.. I've been sort out of it and unproductive but I'm trying not to get mad at myself over it. I've been hungry and stuff. I've started drawing more regularly again, keeping up with my Swahili, and practicing my music theory stuff on the keyboard, so its fine I guess. I'm kind of reaching for things to even talk about LOL my life has been so stagnant lately... Uhmmmm small thing, yesterday was 1 month with my partner, and so that was pretty cool. They are a lot more private of a person than me and I knew they were waiting for us to be together for a while (we were flirting for a month b4 we were dating too) before really saying anything, so I was very pleased to find them sending people the explicitly romantic gift art I made for them and stuff. And uploading all my art for them to toyhouse :3 small thing but very awesome and exciting to me...